Birthday! Yay…

Hey guys, so today is my birthday and I just want to say thank you to everyone. I can honestly say that this is probably my most special birthday not because I’m turning eighteen, but because of all that I’ve accomplished this year. I feel like finally I’m making some thing good out of what happened, I’m learning to forgive, I’ve found the love of my life, I’ve turned my self a full 360, and I want to keep doing more. I feel like finally, for once, I deserve this life that was given to me. I feel like I’m worthy to function in society and not be ashamed of myself. Thanks to Reach Counseling center, my best friends, my family, and (most of all) my fiancé I’ve come a long way from just last year. I’m proud of myself for making a difference. It’s been hard, yes. But that’s what healing it. It always gets worse before it gets better and I feel like I was destined to do this. I’ve even gotten myself a great job! I’m happy my suicide attempts never worked and glad I’ve had such good support over the years. I just regret that my father wasn’t here to see me now. He’d be proud. I love you all! Happy Friday the 13th!